I haven't passed comment yet on the changes happening on this site. For a long time my life has been extremely hectic and so I have taken to simply refreshing the page 'The Message Boards' (which I always have open on a tab on my laptop) to quickly update myself on any new comments and threads, not realising that I was missing new 'Announcements' threads. I was quite behind in learning of the significant changes that will happen in the next few hours.
Rewind more than two decades... I knew that The Shadows were a well-loved band, a colourful phenomenon with the most distinctive of sounds and a fond place in the hearts of more than one generation. What I was unaware of was that the band's fan following was fast becoming a phenomenon all of its own.
When I first encountered the original ShadowMusic MSN forum I was an energy-filled 17-year-old who was supposed to be studying for my AS Levels. I should have been revising. But that year I wasn't bothered about grades in the slightest. I had bought my first backing track CD from Leo's Den (UBHank Volume One - obviously!) and so I was trying to learn as many Shadows tunes as I could (as opposed to merely playing along with my Hank and Shadows CDs). I was busy with performances with my own band and with the school big band. I had other pursuits I was involved with. I was in love with my best mate's girlfriend. And, most significantly: The Shadows were about to go on tour for the first time in 14 years - during the exam season! - and I had tickets to three of their concerts. I was spending every moment I could spare on using computers in the school library (we didn't have the Internet at home) to consume anything and everything I could find about Hank and The Shads. As I said: bugger revision. I initially signed up to the forum as 'nivramkid' and one of the first things I can remember doing was to make contact with Jim Nugent to purchase tickets for his 'do' at London's Bonnington Hotel on 13th June that year (the night before The Shads' famous last show at the London Palladium). As all members of the site did I drank in the reports of each show on the tour as they filtered in, hungrily gazing at photos of Stratocasters and Burns Marvins played in tandem, my heart bursting at images of a reunited Hank and Bruce on stage. It was the stuff of dreams.
I had discovered literally a whole world of people like me who shared my enthusiasm for this music, those men, those guitars. Till that point I had always thought I was alone in my passion, that my all-consuming, long-term infatuation was a quirk that no-one else shared. I was constantly ridiculed at school for my 'weird' taste in music and eyes always rolled when my guitar made an appearance. I didn't belong there.
No, I'd found my home. ShadowMusic in 2004 was thriving, frantic, overflowing with activity. I was led to believe it was at one point the third most-used MSN forum on the entire Internet. We asked and answered questions, creating a formidable collective knowledge between us. We shared sound files. We debated about Fender, Burns and Gretsch guitars. We joked, we bickered, we criticised, we gushed... and we grew closer. A worldwide community brought together, spurred on and inspired by our greatest moment as a community: the previously unimaginable reunification of our heroes on stage and - for one tune at least - on record.
I don't remember the exact date I discovered the ShadowMusic forum, but I know it is - by a few weeks at least - now more than 20 years ago since I did. A lifetime. Well, more than half of mine, anyway.
I can't imagine waking up over the next couple of days and not checking in. ShadowMusic has been a constant in my life since I was technically still a child. I have met lifelong friends thanks to this community. ShadowMusic has directly changed the course of my own life story.
To our original leader, the man who started us all on this online journey, who united us all under a banner, who gave us a home: I cannot think of words that can adequately express the gratitude I personally feel for the decades of joy and the sense of belonging you have given this scrawny, geeky little kid who just wanted to play guitar and talk about The Shadows. You can be sure these sentiments are echoed around the world in thousands of minds and hearts.
David, thank you.
Massive thanks must also go to the moderators and the men who've hosted the site for us.
To everyone else: it's been a blast. Thank you for your friendship. I hope I encounter you all elsewhere, whether that be on the new ShadowMusic Community Facebook group or another location. If you'd like to get in touch feel free to email: justin_daish(AT)hotmail.com
From some point today life won't quite be the same again...